madelene

Dagar som denna när det regnar och blåser ute och man sitter inomhus och lyssnar på fin musik i hörlurarna så får man faktiskt lite tid att tänka. Man får tid att rensa tankarna och fylla på skallen med lite ren luft. Det känns bra. Jag blir mer och mer klar över vad det egentligen är jag vill. Det känns verkligen skönt att få komma bort lite då och då och få lite avståndsanalysering på saker och ting. Men aj vad jag saknar mina fina vänner. Jag måste fan ha universums bästa vänner. Så är det bara.


If I were a boy, even just for a day, I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go. Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls. I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it cause they stick up for me. If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone and tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone. I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home. If I were a boy I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl. I swear I'd be a better man. I'd listen to her cause I know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted cause he's taken you for granted and everything you had got destroyed.  It's a little too late for you to come back and say it's just a mistake, think I'd forgive you like that. If you thought I would wait for you, you got it wrong.